6/3 Wednesday

Began work on several of the primed surfaces. Just laying down backgrounds. the only attempt at real imagery was on a couple of drawings while watching "Brother from Another Planet". Working from iconic photo of Tuskegee airmen and some of Basquiat's more recognizable figures. Mostly working on approaching all this with a little more method and restraint vis a vis the pallette.

content.content-ment

have alot of surfaces prepped...now the fun starts..the issue of content..had a friend over..she said when I try to get to 'cheeky' and conceptual it leaves her cold, and the ones that come from my own voice..not referring too far outside myself, that's the most interesting. then there is the question of 'relevance', mastery of technique, pure art etc

signs

Robert Hughes in a lecture or essay brought up the distinction between a painting and a sign. I mean the flat, superficial gesture meant to point to or point out..and the comprehensively and conscientiously created objet...

Pure art..Chelseaism

I dropped out of college in 1983 then started hanging out in the East Village. I think in retrospect because Basquiat and Haring symbolized the Romantic idea of gaining an education "in the streets " with the common people, that's what I was after. I think I had come to a rupture in the Dalton/RISD education in the Western Tradition and prep for the "American Dream"..all the unspoken conflicts in my psyche had to be addressed as I entered adulthood and I sought in the artists of the early 80's a visceral, immediate model of self expression and artistic achievement.
This was the height of "East Village-ism" the successor to SOHO bohemianism. The general look of alot of it was ad-hoc..ugly, abject..homely..perfect for the continuation of that "beat" era..it was also the period where black , latino, feminist and Stonewall-ish gayness was seen more and more in the arts. It was the perfect anti-dote to the mainstreaming I was supposed to be pursuiing in Dalton and RISD..
Of course nothing came of it and neither of those guys ever made it out of the 80's.
I of course did nothing of any worth in the period except get drunk and doodle..my contemporaries were beginning to set themselves up here and there..little galleries..studios in Wburg, Tribeca, Hoboken etc..
By the time the 90's rolled around and we were in our dirty thirties the East Village was gentrified and ossified...Chelsea and Wburg were the new scenes in NYC. Artists and dealers had entered the scene now with very different attitudes than the reckless and self-destructive "beats"..Chelsea for instance was the "new" gayness..not Stonewall but post-Warhol conformist. Politics, polemics and so-on was on the way out and pure aesthetics on it's way in. Work had to look more "worked on" than "worked over"..things were shinier, more professionally crafted..more of a fit for your new condo.

Ceci n'est pas une Basquiat Project

Stretched two canvasses. Wanted for the longest time to do a series of works using Basquiat's stretching technique. The title of the project is "Ceci n'est pas une Basquiat"..referencing Magritte and Baquiat and even Rauschenberg. By Rauschenberg I am talking about the erased de Kooning piece..this is me surpassing my emotional connection to the Basquiat myth.

Phenomenology

5/19 possibles-hards and easies

Went to Tri-State lumber. Bought panel of masonite that I had cut into two 4' x 4' panels. Jazzed about the possibility of REALLY painting..that's the real thing to paint and make objects that COULD be sold for big $. Drawings isn't the ticket alone. Excited about the possibility of really authentically pouring myself into studio practice. But now the savings are thinning and I have to think about going back to work. Doing what? Wish I could find an investor so I could buy about seven more panels and REALLY paint..I could use about five thousand dollars worth of capitalization..ha-ha.
But for what? What's the point?

The content is the next big question. Want to do the "ceci n'est pas une Basquiat" piece again. Want to do some serious oils..all of this means time and money.